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and she did a handstand at 05:33 PM as a stickied post

sugarkrimpop

welcome to my blog! :D Hay. Summer, here we go again. Sun. Bilbil! (WAH!) and various unnecessary thoughts. I need a wastebasket. tenen! But school's about to start again. I don't know where summer went. was it really here? haha. anyway... BLOGSPOT is where i really post, so you better click that big link, now. haha. :D

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lakas.
and she did a handstand at 04:14 PM

sugarkrimpop

lakas - filipino word. not sure of its etymology. but it means power. strength. you say it with a long drawl of the ssss at the end to really mean it. of course i made that all up. pero ang astig, no?

"lakassss.." ROFL.

Lakas ng Milenyo - oo naman. see, we don't even have classes for one week at UPLB. all the big trees got uprooted, and the power it so out that it'd several days to sort of restore everything. poor chem building, being new and all. dami talaga nasira, even in the areas around campus. up in makiling, quite a few people died because there was a landslide. you should see the pictures here. i don't have any because i've loaned my phone on a head-banging whim, so i haven't seen it for a month. hoshit. as if there's much to restore to UP Los Banos... kidding, of course. anyway, i was there yesterday, but i'm back here in marikina again. i'm mulling over helping clean up the mess. that should be fun, and self-fulfilling. awr.

Lakas ng Tama - ate star and I went through a pack last night. I said I'd never smoke. honestly, i hate the stink it left on my mouth and my hair, but it feels nice din. siguro i was just really looking for a kooky thing to do last night. tsaka it was dark and balmy and all. or maybe here goes another one of those premeditative moods again, because

Lakas... uh, Lakas # 3. basta. someone give me a lecture on karma already. and i wish we'd just be normal again. enough of the blog gunshots. so i have this huge impossible fictive block in my head, and he's got one about me and us as well. so we're both blockheads who don't even talk to each other face to face. anyway. apparently, he's back to 'normal', whatever that means. so why the hell do i feel a bit angry? i mean why am i all defensive and hiding in this tabulas (i mean i've already technically abandoned this blog so no one who really cares about what i write goes here anymore)? aren't assumptions the saddest thing? i mean, who said we're humans anyway? i mean isn't that one big idea hatched by us ourselves anyway? hmm ewan. reality can be deceiving, we com arts people think. hmm.

so there's a question... what do you really want, you crazy kid? wah, fairy god mother, i really have no idea.
book: the storyteller - llosa
sound: barking dogs
show: it's a guy thing
mood: shit

nyawr
and she did a handstand at 11:20 PM

sugarkrimpop

this is my rant blog. nyaha. ang mga bagay, hindi ko na mahawakan sa dalawang kamay ko. parang ikot na lang sila ng ikot tapos pinapanood ko sila umikot ng umikot. tapos kapag huminto na, hindi rin ako makatayo para paikutin din sila ulit. baka mamaya umiikot na rin pala ako, pero hindi ko din alam kung kelan at saan ako hihinto.

yakk. talagang yung pagiging ganyan ka-drama yung iniiwasan ko ngayon eh. na overload ata kami ng mga metapora nung... nung summer? hayayay. ngayon kasi nalaman ko na hindi ko delusion lang yung termination nung sitwasyon. hahaha. ewan. not making any sense anymore. pero hindi na iyon yung kinadedepress ko okay. pakiramdam ko lang walang mangyayari sa akin ngayong sem kasi one subject short ako.tatlong oras lang nabawas sa sched ko pero pakiramdam ko parang bakasyon. tama ba yun? parang ambabaw no. pero hindi lang iyon siguro. marami pa sigurong mas malalalim na mga problema na hindi na ako marunong maglabas ngayon.

akalain mo pati magic cards, hindi nawalang ng kuwentong malungkot ngayon...

ano pa ba magandang banggitin? alam ko ang dami kong iniisip kanina. ewan ko parang hindi ko maisip ngayon. basta magkakahalo sila. tapos ngayon hindi talaga maganda yung pakiramdam ko. sa sobrang nais ko na hindi ako magsulat na parang sila, nawalan na ata ng buhay yung pagsusulat ko.

ang dami kong gusto na sana nangyayari na dapat ngayon. hindi pa rin nangyayari.

ano kaya kung wala na ako dito? alam mo yun? baka dapat masaya-saya na ako. nakakainis. hindi ko gusto umalis kasi pakiramdam ko ang saya ng lahat.

nawawala na yung saya... >_X o baka ako lang nanaman lahat ito. wah. ewannn. i wouldn't mind not waking up tomorrow, really. just a thought.

deal or no deal?
and she did a handstand at 06:44 AM

sugarkrimpop

choices. hehehe

1: be invisible or be able to fly?
fly :D

2: be rich or good looking?
rich na lang kase good looking na ak -  *ubo ubo ubo*

3: small and fast or big and slow?
what the? small and fast. cars came to mind

4: have a lightsaber or a hoverboard?
lightsaber definitely. :p

5: read minds or have a time machine?
neither.

6: be a hacker or a bank robber?
ive always needed to be a bank robber

7: be tough or nice?
nicely tough

8. talented or clever?
arresting. hehe.

9: have a boy/girl friend or a sweet car?
suhweett car. haha

10: breathe underwater or see in the dark?
breathe underwater. little dream ko maging marine biologist... tska, it's better in the dark. daw. ahehe!

11: have a good body or be a good lover?
good lovers have good bodies. walang issues. hahah kidding.

12: have a better memory or have more
experiences?
who needs better memory when everything passes by faster that you could utter "don't you remember when..."?

13: have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
car. haha

14: nite or night?
night my dear
ziyi zhang. haha. jackie chan

17: die by falling off a roller coaster or by
being lit
gory! neither >_<

18: die by drowning or by being buried alive?
ala din! :p

19: own a big cabin in the rockies or a small
apartment in new york?
what do you think? :p

20: grow two feet or shrink two feet?
grow definitely. *6 feet two.. not bad. vh1 here i come haha

21: snore or talk in your sleep?
talk.

22: get five piercings or five tattoos?
five little tattoos. wowowow

23: forget your name or everyone else's
my name. so i'd get the pleasure of having a special nickname from everyone i love

24: be stranded on an island with a clueless
hottie
or someone gross with survival training?
clueless hottie. we'll survive LOL kidding.

25: have wheels instead of legs or wings
instead of
arms?
wings.

26: change your past or know your future?
neither. both would f**ck up my present existence

27: power to calm everyone down or get them
really excited?
get them excited. yeah

28: always lose or never play
ay. haha. i don't know. i'd like to play. never seriously tried playing, so never seriously felt what losing is like. ayay ano yun???

29: know it all or have it all?
neither. both would be a curse

book: a shift of eyes and nine other stories
sound: fixing the radio - ciudad
show: my girl. LEE DONG WOOK> ayay. :P
mood: predatory